On grieving 03

I was with Thehalflight again last night - we were all together, walking on sidewalks and driving around the neighbourhoods. One rough suburb turned into a really lush one. There was a drive-by. We were afraid and slowed our car down. Later, there was a family gathering. I remember thinking, while walking with Thehalflight, that I once said, in a waking state, that I'd give one of my limbs to have him back. He was back, right there beside me. We talked while on the sidewalk. All of us were there. We were really happy. When I woke up, it was five.